Tuesday, August 30, 2011

Having absolutely nothing to do

Today, for the first time in months, I had no plans.  No gym classes, no coffee dates, no doctors appointments, no need to do anything or be anywhere.  It was a little liberating.

Atticus and I ended up spending almost 2 hours at the dog park.  He is currently zonked out on the floor. 

I spent the rest of the afternoon picking blackberries and apples at my friend Grace's house.




Some of the loot
Afterwards I went to Trader Joe's for the first time.  I'm not quite sure what all the fuss is about.  I mean, cool store, and it seemed to cater to people like me who don't cook, but otherwise...???  It wasn't that much cheaper and I'm going to have to supplement what I bought with stuff from another grocery store.   Maybe I'll have to go more often.  The upside is I think I have plenty of food for the next 2 weeks without going out to eat, AND while making room in my freezer for all the food I bought I found a box of Thin Mints that I forgot about.  Score!

Atticus and I went on a walk at dusk....he got his leash stuck in a bush and I insisted on laughing a little bit like a loon and taking a picture before I set him free.

The glowing eyes are a bit creepy...
A pretty darn good day, and a good way to end my weekend.

Oh, and I just watched the season finale to the Dead Zone, so maybe I can concentrate on crafty stuff now...  Lets hope!

 You can't depend on your eyes when your imagination is out of focus.
~ Mark Twain

Monday, August 29, 2011

Bones

Life with Atticus is always interesting.  Today, he finally took an interest in all his bones I keep buying for him.  He spread them out then laid down amongst them.
I made this extra-large size so my paint-it work wouldn't go unnoticed. 

Would anyone judge me if I bought this over-priced but eco-friendly tshirt?

Nobody really cares if you're miserable, so you might as well be happy.
~ Cynthia Nelms

Sunday, August 28, 2011

My feet

5 hours walking around yesterday in flip flops
+
3 hours of zumba triathalon today (1 hour zumba toning, 1 hour aqua zumba, 1 hour regular zumba)
+
2 hours celebrating this evening in what could only be called fabulous shoes...


=
My feet hurt.

People say that losing weight is no walk in the park. When I hear that I think, yeah, that's the problem.
~ Chris Adams

Saturday, August 27, 2011

The fair

Today is one of my last Saturdays off for the forseeable future.  I had made plans awhile ago to go to the local fair with a friend, but was going to cancel this morning after I finished a 12 hour shift and got no sleep.  I ended up not cancelling, and was very glad I did!  I'm currently exhausted from lack of sleep and walking around for over 4 hours, but I had a lot of fun!

A picture tour of my time at the fair...

All the buildings are labeled with what's inside.  This wasn't QUITE as advertised...

4-H sponsored all the animals etc.  There were informational posters everywhere...they made me laugh...

Another informational cat poster

Made with actual dog hair!!!!!

Thats also what this building was labeled with.  Not quite right....

hello future beef!

Huge sheep.  I found these guys fascinating.

This goat kept eyeing me.  His horn was crooked and I'm pretty sure he was cross eyed.

I've decided llamas are scary

We went to a lot of shows/demonstrations.  This was the sheriff's office canine demonstration.  Pretty cool.

The beard and mustache contest.

I finally got to try fried fair food!!!!  This was fried snickers.  It was ridiculous.

After a long day I made her stand in jail. :)
Fun day!!!

Zumba triathalon tomorrow!

Most of us don't need a psychiatric therapist as much as a friend to be silly with. 
~ Robert Brault

Wednesday, August 24, 2011

Trying to stay in the moment


Making use of my awesome new birthday present...
 Nothing ever gets anywhere.  The earth keeps turning round and gets nowhere.  The moment is the only thing that counts. 
~ Jean Cocteau

Tuesday, August 23, 2011

Monday

Its Monday again.  Well, MY Monday.  I only had a 2 day weekend, so I'm not as refreshed as I normally am.  I'm pretty darn spoiled with my 3 day weekends usually.

But I've already been to the dogpark today and I'm soon off to the gym, so lets hope that will help me start my week off right!

Part of my refreshing weekend - fried pickles!!!!  But also the reason I must work out extra this week. 
Duct tape is like the force. It has a light side, a dark side, and it holds the universe together.
~ Carl Zwanzig

Monday, August 22, 2011

Almost famous

You totally have to read this etsy listing...you'll notice something familiar in the very bottom picture...

p.s.  in the description you can read what my friend Katie wrote when she ordered my bracelet.  *sniffs and wipes away a tear*   good friends are hard to find!!

A pile of rocks ceases to be a rock when somebody contemplates it with the idea of a cathedral in mind.
~ Antoine de Saint-Exupery

Saturday, August 20, 2011

Locomotive

I had an extremely frustrating night at work, and then when I went to sleep I steamed about almost everything.  I apparently steamed in my sleep too because I had horrible dreams and I woke up even more mad and frustrated than when I went to sleep. 

I'm trying to de-anger right now but its not working:  I just woke up 30 minutes ago, and I only have 1 hour before I have to start getting ready for work.  Lovely overtime doesn't give me enough time to decompress. 

So, right now I guess I need to come up with a really positive spin on how I feel about a really unpositive situation.  Otherwise I'll end up spewing word vomit at the really wrong time and in a really wrong way. 

And Karma???  Please please please hurry up.  I need you to humble someone for me.

My african violet flower doesn't even make me feel better. 
The right to do something does not mean that doing it is right. ~ William Safire

Wednesday, August 17, 2011

Birthday Love

I had the most excellent birthday.  Its nice to realize how much people do think about you, even if its only truly expressed one day a year.  Between phone calls and facebook messages and text messages and facebook posts and emails and birthday cards, I came to two conclusions....

Birthdays are fabulous!

and

I am loved! 

I started my evening off with Frozen Yogurt and then dinner at Red Robin.

Yes, we ate dessert first. 

Then it was off to work. 

But, I was wearing my new birthday bracelet!...Ordered off of Etsy by my awesome friend Katie...

View from up top...its made with Scrabble tiles!!!

Side view...

Katie had the bracelet personalized to include.... Atticus...

"A" for Alicia!!!....

Pickles!!!!

Katie and myself....  one of our infamous unflattering photobooth photos....

What a wonderful birthday!

Be happy. It's one way of being wise. ~ Colette

Tuesday, August 16, 2011

32

Thirty-two things you may or may not have known about me...

1.  I don't own a TV any more.  I watch all my TV shows on Hulu.com.  If its not on Hulu I don't watch it.  I actually liked not owning a TV until the DVD player on my computer went out.  Now the question is - buy a TV and DVD player or a new laptop?  I don't want to do either so right now my solution is I just don't watch movies. 

2.  My latest Hulu obsession is the Dead Zone.  No, its not about dead people.  It actually kind of disturbed me when I found out Anthony Michael Hall (main character in the Dead Zone) was the geeky kid from the Breakfast Club.  I have 28 more episodes of the Dead Zone to go before I've watched them all.  Then I'm going to need to find a new TV show. 

3.  I like to watch TV/movies with closed captioning.  In real life I watch people's mouths when they talk to make it easier for me to understand them.  That makes it sound like I'm going deaf.  I'm not.

4.  Internet sites I check every day:
pickyourplum.com  (awesome craft deals - kinda like groupon)
barkingdeals.com  (awesome dog stuff deals - kinda like groupon)
lovingeco.com   (super deals on "green" things like jewelry, clothing, makeup etc)  I just made my first purchase from there this week. 
oneprettything.com  (craft tutorial site)
craftgossip.com  (another craft tutorial site)

5.  Some things on my Amazon.com wishlist:
Meet me at Mike's:  26 crafty projects and things to make
Timex heart rate monitor watch
Soy-gel paint remover
Fringe Season 2

I didn't list those things for you to buy them for me.  I listed them so you know what I'm planning on buying myself. 

6.  My supervisor called me an enigma one day.  I think I'm finally able to understand what he meant. 

7.  Enigma example:  If I don't need a new one, why would I buy one?  This includes my wallet (I made for myself over 10 years ago and I'm still using the same one despite multiple holes forming in it), my car (13 years old), my iron (it was my sister's when she went off to college in 1992), and my vacuum (10 years old). 
On the other hand, I love to buy shoes.  I don't actually NEED new shoes, but I like to buy them anyway.  Granted, I'm a clearance sale/goodwill shopper, but still. 

8.  I refuse to buy cheap furniture.  No pressboard, no laminate, no fake wood.  The only thing that goes against this rule is the metal shelves my fabric is housed on, and I fished that out of the garbage, so it doesn't really count.  I didn't pay for it.

9.  I kinda want to repierce my ears.  Maybe.  I think I look funny with earrings in though.

10.  One of these days I'm going to take a vacation by myself.  Fly to Vegas or New Orleans or something.  Its on my list. 

11.  I think my endocrinologist is a jerk.  Well, jerk probably isn't the right word.  Short story, I don't like him.  Why I don't like him is a long story.

12.  I've signed up for Hell Run.  So far I have 2 people walking it with me. 

13.  My job is stressful.  Actually, not the job itself, but my position.  Sometimes I enjoy the responsibility etc, but sometimes I just want to go to work, do my job, and not have to answer questions or solve problems or try to figure out why someone doesn't know something. 

I've actually developed physical signs of stress as a result of my job:  nausea, eye twitches, stress headaches, etc.  I find it a little disturbing. 

14.  I've seen way more pictures of dead people than the average person. 

15.  My job has skewed the way I see the world.  The way I react to it as well.  I haven't decided if this is a good thing or not.  I can't really explain it either. 

16.  I have self-diagnosed myself with Shift Work Sleep Disorder.  I can't tell if this is an actual disorder or a reason for people to take uppers.  Either way, I match every single symptom.  And no, I don't take uppers.  I take coffee.  Lots and lots of coffee. 

17.  I love candy.  I can't tolerate that much of it anymore (it makes me super jittery), but I still love it.  Recently I've been liking sugary stuff more than chocolate.  Sweettarts, Starburst, Skittles, Smarties.  Yum. 

18.  I hate cooking.  There is no part about it I like.  Even eating what I cook isn't enough to get me to cook.  I'd rather just have a sandwich.

19.  I don't mind baking though:  cookies, cake, cupcakes, Atticus's biscuits etc.

20.  Speaking of food, I usually only eat one meal a day.  Not to lose weight - I'm just not hungry for more than that.

21.  I believe in ghosts.

22.  I also believe in karma.  Maybe not karma per se, but I do think that what goes around comes around.  If I didn't believe that then I dont think I could deal with mean and malicious people. 

23.  I also believe everything happens for a reason.  Good or bad.  The millions of decisions I've made these past 32 years have brought me to this point in my life, so I can't regret a single one. 

24.  I am addicted to WordFeud (its a scrabble game you can play on your phone).  If you play too, look me up.  I used to have an average of 5 games going at once.  I'm down to 1-2 now, just because I tend to be a lot busier. 

25.  When I die I want to donate my body to science. 

26.  I am really good at justifying things.  If you want a reason to buy something...just ask me.  I'll come up with lots of reasons for you.  I do the same thing with me sometimes.  I love to buy myself presents.  I do try to limit it to practical and in-expensive things (like shoes).  This is my most recent purchase.  Its off of lovingeco.com so it was cheaper than the actual website.  It should arrive this week. 

27.  I hate clowns and slimy things. 

28.  I've been listening to a lot of rap music lately.  Its embarassing to admit, so don't tell anyone. I think it stems from listening to it while I work out. 

29.  I have an eye exam appointment early next month.  I'm pretty sure I'm going to need glasses.  I'm worried I'm going to pick out unflattering ones. 

30.  I really would love to write a book of random life stories.  I just hate to write.  I need a ghost writer. 

31.  Its taken me about 3 hours of off and on typing and thinking to get this far.  Atticus has been letting off noxious flatulence for about the last hour.  I'm glad I'm almost finished.

32.  The last number should probably be something profound.  So here it is:  my underwear drawer smells like grapes.  :)

Happy birthday to me!

Literally THE most recent picture of me.  I just took it.  With an unwilling particpant on the left. 
The first sign of maturity is the discovery that the volume knob also turns to the left.
~ Jerry M. Wright

Sunday, August 14, 2011

Because sometimes...

....its just fun being a girl...
























Part 2 of my birthday weekend celebration....pedicures with Grace.  We also saw "The Help" and went out to dinner.  A perfectly lovely day.

p.s.  trying a new wider format to blogger. unfortunately this means all my old post formats look funny now.  Oh well, just don't read my old posts. :)

A grownup is a child with layers on. ~ Woody Harrelson

Friday, August 12, 2011

4 til 32


Hope begins in the dark, the stubborn hope that if you just show up and try to do the right thing, the dawn will come.
~ Anne Lamott

Monday, August 8, 2011

Moody

I've been moody this past week.  I feel a little bad for the people at work that did stupid things because I couldn't keep the sarcasm in any longer.  This is what happens when I'm tired and overworked.  I KNOW this, but I still can't seem to stop myself. 

Ugh.  Now I'm dreading tomorrow (my Monday), because I'm pretty sure I'm going to get contacted because I was so difficult to work with. 

Almost time for step class.  Maybe that'll make me feel a little better. 

My Board.  I'm not good enough to make it taller like the rest of the ones you see....






















As long as the world is turning and spinning, we're gonna be dizzy and we're gonna make mistakes.
~ Mel Brooks

Wednesday, August 3, 2011

Pants on Fire

So I lied....I wasn't planning on posting anything this week, but I woke up super duper early today and ended up taking Atticus to the dog park, and well....I love to post pictures of my dog.

Today's visit was funny because there was a tiny dog that wouldn't leave Atticus alone....and he wanted nothing to do with the little dog...























This picture is x-rate...




































he he he

 
Off to the gym!

Nobody ever drowned in his own sweat. ~ Ann Landers

Tuesday, August 2, 2011

Blogging

I've been blogging a lot lately.  I dunno. 

Don't expect that this week though...I've got mucho busyness ahead.  Just thinking about it makes me tired.  My week and half of my next weekend is already planned.  During my week I have a leadership meeting, two days of overtime, and 4 semi-full days with my trainee. 

Next weekend I'm saying goodbye to a friend who is moving across the country.  Makes me sad. 

Right now I'm just enjoying my quiet time with Atticus. 

I gave Atticus rice with his food today.  The first thing he does?  Pick up a rice ball and brings it out where he can eat it on the carpet. 
Life is a shipwreck but we must not forget to sing in the lifeboats.
~ Voltaire

Monday, August 1, 2011

Quick update before step

Time for a quick picture or two upload before step class tonight. 

Minor league baseball game yesterday (the Tacoma Rainiers)....

Afterwards, went to see "Horrible Bosses" with a friend....  it was nice to get out and see a movie.  I don't know why i never go see movies....

Atticus was feeling much better today so we hung out at the park for 2 hours.  He is now officially exhausted. 
But what minutes! Count them by sensation, and not by calendars, and each moment is a day.
~ Benjamin Disraeli